Hola, my name is Bufo Alvarius. I am the Sonoran Desert Toad. There are over 285 types of Bufa toads in the world, but only I am known to have 5-MeO-DMT, the God molecule, in my venom. If you stroke the area around my paranoid glands, I will excrete my venom and you can milk me without harming me. My indole-based alkaloid is caught on a piece of glass or mirror and left to dry into a crystal-type form which will then be smoked. When vaporised by heat and taken into the lungs, my fibrous liquid takes you on an incredibly intense psychedelic journey of very short duration.
I AM ENLIGHTENMENT. I AM THE KIND OF THE DESERT WHO WILL REVEAL THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN WITHIN YOURSELF.
I am not only awakening, but also purifying humanity. Within seconds, I allow you to open the gates to eternity. Most often leading up to the encounter with the divine, one first needs to deal with moments of anguish and a massive liberation of repressed emotions. You may experience an overload of thought and perception, followed by the collapse of the ego as you enter a time-less space. This intense, high speed experience of letting go of accumulated stress may scare you, but depending on your willingness to allow, this phase can be very short-lived, before I lead you into the realms of death. You will enter a space in which everything explodes into a cosmic orgasmic blast of silence. Release, relax, allow. Your breath will lead you through the experience. After a few minutes you will break through to find the God moment; a moment of oceanic boundlessness; a moment of looking through the eyes of creation.
Follow my guidance and you will leave your body, this earth, this dimension until you reach a space of communion with yourself and with life. The borders of your identity dissolve into the sea of consciousness and immerse you in a sense of wonder. Your vision will extend to see the rules, the structures, the matrix that constitute this reality while you watch them evaporate in the perfect unity of sheer being. You will feel distant and yet absolutely unified. My encompassing liquid will absorb you into the experience of true, pure existence of the soul that can only be found beyond the world of language and therefor cannot be described with words. My gift is the highest state of awareness, an encounter with the absolute that is filled with peacefulness, where consciousness is conscious of itself. While swaddling you in a field of immeasurable love, I allow you to experience humanity through divinity and divinity through humanity.
I open your eyes to the beauty of colours. Sometimes I give you visions of orbiting patterns. I invite you to taste the soil of my home, the desert and connect you to the earth. You may sense a distortion in your perceived body image or notice the world shrinking or inflating.
IN ABOUT 20 MINUTES THAT SEEM LIKE A LIFETIME, THE MEMORY OF WHERE YOU CAME FROM AND WHERE YOU WILL GO TO IS FULLY RECOVERED. YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HOLD ALL THE KNOWLEDGE, ALL THE ANSWERS YOU WERE LOOKING FOR INSIDE OF YOURSELF.
As time seems to melt, I help you to lift the veils of your unconsciousness and you see the part you play in the game we call life. You are what you are looking for. You are what’s holding you back. You are beyond any limitation. You are infinite. You are here to shine.
When you step back into this reality, you will feel a pleasant buzz of peacefulness that will last for several hours up until several weeks. There will be no hangover or harmful effect. Sometimes people encounter a so-called “psychedelic afterglow”, which refers to the possibility of reliving the experience of unity with all things within the first 72 hours.
This journey of enormous trance and merging with the cosmos is a solitary one that requires care and focused attention. Because of its intensity, I advise you to smoke my poison with a shaman or experienced psychedelic guide. Please make sure to inform yourself about the origin of my mystical liquid. My siblings and I are a highly endangered species and none of us can survive for long if we are taken out of our natural environment. Traditionally, shamans come and collect my poison once a year and leave me in peace for the rest of the time. That is when my poison is most powerful. If you try to milk me every week, I will suffer exhaustion and my poison will loose its magic.
The trip with my venom is surely one of the most profound experiences that a human being can undergo. It takes courage and maturity to meet with death. Make sure you truly feel ready to taste my magical venom.
AND IF YOU ARE READY, I WILL BRING YOU YOUR AWAKENING. I OFFER ILLUMINATION OF THE SPIRIT AND SHOW YOU THAT THE ANSWER DO NOT LIE IN THE EXTERNAL WORLD, BUT WITHIN YOU.
I am the end and the beginning. You will look at your life with a deeper, more spiritual understanding. I teach you to honour the wisdom within yourself. I will show you how to dance to the song of cosmic unity and how to expand beyond the stars.
Thanks for getting to know me! Lets Transcend!